wrapped

~no longer here..

it's the end of the year..

if a year is a movie, generally the ending part would be the part where everything starts to calm down and every problem and crisis would already be or almost solved..

but this year, the movie is not typical..at least not his..

as the year was marching its way to the end, the thought of starting a new year overshadowed the possibility of what the ending part of the year could offer..it's always a good thing to plan something ahead and it's not wrong to actually believe that our plan is going to work..but one thing that we should always remember is to provide a space in our plan for unexpected turns to occur as we already know the final results are not and will never be with us..if not, our mind wouldn't be able to face the not-so-likeable ending that would happen and our heart would unwillingly hurt in a procces of accepting it..

but if the twist really happen to us, then what are we going to do?

well in whatever undesirable situation that we might find ourselves into, we can actually choose whether to be the victim or to actually learn from it..

and he choose the latter..

because, if we try, we could be our best even times at their worst..
because, what possibly happen is no way could be better than what already are..
because, after all, patience is a part of faith..

besides, the world is too big for us to look and care only for ourselves..if we open our eyes wide enough and our mind smart enough, we could see that the world needs a change and there is indeed nobody else dare to accept the challenge of changing the world except for we, ourselves..if only we care..

try to look closely, of how beautiful the smiles that some people have, of how some people has been dearly nice to us and how desperate others need for our help..just because we do not get what we want, are we going to waste all the things that other people needs that we could possibly give?

it's tension everywhere in here, the sydney raid, the icv second glass-breaking incident and god knows what's next that could possibly happen..people are on fire and probably that's why this summer is a bit colder; so that it cools down a little bit the heart-burning that everybody have for each other..or for muslims in particular..and we, are we still care only for ourselves?

nevertheless..still, this is the best year of his life..
because, some things remain coloured amidst the monochrome surrounding..
and he is looking forward to make it better..